I was laying in the floor doing my exercises for this damn sciatic nerve problem I developed when I slipped on a plastic screw at work and I was watching snowboarders on television. I thought, “The next time I’m not going to wait until I am 50 to try to snowboard.” Then silence in my brain while my thought went down the drain (in my brain) then “The NEXT time-There ISN’T a next time!!” I wanted to cry-but that would be pointless-I can play “I wish” for the rest of my life but that would also be pointless. Which brings me to my New Year’s Resolution. I am DONE (FUCKING done, Done, DONE!) trying to make anyone happy but me. I will bring Michael with me because after all If I can make him happy then I am Happy! I have spent the week on vacation tying up all kinds of loose ends and finishing projects that I had started and taking a hiatus from facebook posting (not stalking-just posting) and now it is time to make ME happy. I will be 54 years old in 2 months and we all know that I am living on borrowed time because rightfully I should have died by the time I was 30. Time to work on my bucket list and clear my head of all the thoughts that keep on going round and round -and down the drain (in my brain)!
Leisa on The Things We Do For Love